
Why is it that I always lose out? Either it's for a big role in the play, a spot on the team, or with a guy that I really like. It just seems that all the guys I like, never like me back, and just see me as a friend. It hurts when it happens constantly and I always feel like just giving up. I mean you pour your heart out to a guy you really like and it ends up in shreds. It seems my luck with love is all screwed up because all the guys I like don't like me back, and all the guys I don't like, like me. Whenever I like a guy, it never works out because in his mind, I'm a friend and nothing more. All my friends can cheer me up and say "he wasn't good enough for you anyway" but that doesn't answer my question. When will he ever be good enough? Why is it that other girls my age can find someone good enough for them right now but I can't? I'm tired of being heartbroken by the guy I like. I know that everyone has been heartbroken before and I'm not saying that I'm the only one out there. I'm just saying that I'm tired and ready to give up on love at this moment in my life. My mom says that he'll come if I just wait, but how long do I have to wait before he shows up in my life? It's just like in Natasha Bedingfield's song "Soulmate"--
"somebody tell me why I'm on my own
if there's a soulmate for everyone..."
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i feel what your saying...sometimes it can be hard...but dont give up...don't look for love let it find you.
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